Sooo even tho this weekend aint over yet (its sat night 4:08am.. i guess sunday morning ) tomorrow is a study day so im pretty sure it'll be uneventful so i'll just fill you in on my weekend. Its like the first hot weekend now that winter is over (80s in march :o)) so i was pretty excited cuz everybody know, soon as a little hot weather come everybody wanna be on something. Well it was a waste lol. I had a spanish test on friday morning so all thursday night i stayed up in the library to cram so i pretty much slept thee entire day away after classes. but anywhoo saturday rolls around. Since i slept all day friday of course i was up through the night so with all my energy i decided to get extra dressed up for work because i bought these black strappy heels at wetseal.com for $15 (STEAL.!) and i had them for a month and never wore em. so i decided today was the day. I had lunch and got in the word (Bible-studied) until work started. My job shifts are only 3hour longs so after that omw home i met up with a friend who said they were going swimming so i just decided to tag along. Swimming was eventful because that's where i decided to make this wonderful blog hehehe. i just really got a chance to relax and reflect on some things ya kno. but when i went to lay out in the sun with the people i came with i met this girl and she was just telling me how she's a bully and love telling people there ugly and a whole bunch of BS. I absolutely hate people like that because i was bullied before but i kept that information to myself, and just tried to observe and psyco-analyze her. (not in a creepy way, just a lil perspectively) but anywhoo i dont like to keep company with people like that cuz its just bad energy so i just shrugged her off. which is SOO rare for me cuz i love meeting new people and friendships but i can do without that one. but after that i went to eat and have lunch with some girls and made a trip to walmart where we were caught in a storm ( Lonnise-"my eyyeeee, my eyyyeeee" lmaooo- sorry long story) but yeaa. after that we just kinda chilled. i was mad i was still dressed in my swimsuit w/ a black cover up on that made me look extra skanky and just happen to run into alll my brothers-in-christ smhh AWWWKWARD. But after that we decided we were going to check out this lil' kickback and once again all i can find to wear was something that made me look like a slore but whatevvv. the party was wack so we decided to check out this other party thrown by the dun. dun. dun. (lol) africans. I had managed to really fight my struggle and convictions with drinking, to hang out sober that night which was sooo friggin hard. i had to remind my self that HE is worth it. meaning Jesus is worth me dying to myself and things i want to do that offend him. i felt like a alckie cuz i wanted to drink so bad smhhh but anyway i didnt but still ended up past out sleep on some steps cuz i was going on 30+ hrs of no sleep. i was awaken when one of my friends caught her bf in some room with another chick (smhh niggas). but she confronted the girl and her bf had to restrain her suppa rough. i had tears in my eyes cuz it look like it hurt and she was crying but that just brings me to my point WHYYY DO FEMALES GET MAD AT THE OTHER FEMALE WHEN THEY CATCH THEY DUDE UP?? when she was cryin n stuff i assumed it was cuz he put his hands on her but it was cuz she was mad at the chick still. wtffff???? i guess i just think differently cuz if i catch my dude slippin im on his case not the other chick (unless she get disrespectful cuz then it turns to some totally diff). the dude makes the committment not the side chick so why get all mad why the dude just standing there in looking. but like i said not everyone thinks like me.. but yeaa the reason why this is entitled "i aint effin with the africans no more".. is because im not. its always something smh. and they think its coo to yell and put they hands on women apparantly... and they smell . just not my scene smh. but there goes my weekend. like i said tomorrow should remain uneventful. hopefully i just work and study all night with no interruptions and past this test. imma stop crammin...
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