Tuesday, April 10, 2012

HUGHHH i just wanna get outta here!!


When i imagined life in college, Indiana State was NOT supposed to be the move. I envisioned me at a HBCU greek somewhere just livin life to the fullest. First off, ISU has no greek life! and even if no one admits it, that was makes a school. So take away greek life= no parties, step shows, probates, excitement, and fun. this shits just dead all around. its alot more than that, that makes me wanna leave tho.But people like me cant afford out of state tuition soo im stuck here. I would go to a different school but my GPA is too low to go to IU or Purdue and by the time i work hard to get it up, ill be done with my Junior year and about to be a senior ready to graduate and theres no point. luckily, most schools dont have out of state tuition for grad school so thats when im gettin the eff up outta here.(excuse the language, but im excited). i really feel by that time imma be over college and the whole hbcu thing so i really wanna go to like a big city like LA or Miami and just work and go to school there and grab an apartment or something. im scared just thinking about it but im even more scared of going my life and not living it the way i want to. i wouldnt even mind stayin in chicago and living somewhere like hyde park. I just really pray that in the mean time Lord blesses me with contentment in my life with him alone.

this would be a bomb apartment downtown..idk but i like small places

big city dreams forreal


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