MY TIME AT HOME

heyy loves!! so i have been on summer break for about a month and so far so good. i do admit i thought i wouldve been in way more stuff because i was having so much fun on breaks and stuff but its been pretty dead. the biggest thing that has happened is I GOT A CARRRR. it doesnt feel real because i have to get everything in set and im also leavin for OP in a week sooo yea but hopefully if everything goes my way. ill be able to bring it to school :))). things are still going good with my babe :) lol. he's been occupying most my time since i been home and baby its been a rollercoaster of emotions. I like him alot and since the way we connect and flow and have been inseperable, im crazy about him. ofcourse as sweet as he is, he's still a man and will fail me so its been pretty hard to check my feelings and keep a level headed.also for some reason, and i been feeling this way since like day -3 (lol). i really feel this is gonna be either a good experience or the biggest heartbreak. idk i can generally tell within the first couple times hangin with someone whether or not they might be around for long and i feel he will, i just dont know whether good or bad. but after a dumb couple of days and pettyness, im really feeling him still so yaaaaah we will see :-/. but yeaa on a better note opeezy will be here in a week.! crazy but exciting. imma miss hot rod (lol) like crazy but yeaa if its meant to be, itll be. i hope by the end of this 2months im sucha stud :P(ugh) lol  but forreal i hope i get a better and stronger faith in my lord and try to live a life pleasing to HIM!!!!!