So i just wanna start by saying this is the freaking last day of school!!! im officially a junior. well if i dont get kicked out seeing how i just BOMBED my spanish final and physiology smh..but at worse ill be APed..but anywhoodles the reason for this blog is just to remember and document this moment. So recently i met a guy on fb and let me start by saying supposedly 1 in 4 relationships start online in this era but its still embarrasing. and whats worse is that i hit him up cuz he liked all my pics and was a cutie lol but whatevv. but yeaa i fully expect it not to go anywhere but i just wanna remember this moment cuz like ever since we started talking and texting its been like non-stop smiles and giddiness and excitement. thats a HUGE thing for me cuz i rarely feel if that makes any sense. i feel like i just walk around numb and oblivious to things and feelings so its nice to feel. (i sound weird but i cant explain it). but yeaa i meet him forreal later on today or tomorrow and im fully expecting him to have like a cripple knee or hes retarded or something because things like this always happens to me. i end up liking a guy and something rediculous happens. I really dont think he would fit into Gods plan with my life so thats why i just know it will end up stupid like everyother guy i liked (i should really start videotaping my "love life" its seriously funny some of the stuff that happens to me, i need a MTV show) but yeaa a little about him that i grasped so far is like perfection. he's 22, a electrician own crib own car, no kids and single...too good to be true right. but yeaa and the things he says just hit me, like he was forreal raised right. but ever since i typed him "if you went to merrillville why havent i seen yu" we have been talkin nonstop. from wakeup to sleep. but nevertheless i am super excited to see how everything plays out. like its unbelievable the way he holds my attention. my other two theories is tht A: he in fact is perfect but doesnt like me (happens all the time) or B: he is perfect and we like eachother and have an amazing time together and i dont wanna leave ,and this is the devils trick to try to stop me from going to OP. but yeaa i cant wait to see how this goes. and also at home we have no wifi so its prob gon be a lil time built between different post...and i cant think of nothing else thats been goin on besides the usual b
But to be continued lol
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